I am in financial distress , in that , as an American in our culture & society , we are taught to be self reliant . Nothing can prepare you to wake up paralized in the hospital and be told this won't change . My condition Spinal cord injury is and was a Life changing event. I am a professional photographer by trade , an avid scuba diver , and experienced musician . Those things are now just rehearsed verbatim that seem like someone elses life.
I am lucky in that my dissability was aproved . I want to buy a home . I am no longer able to lift 350 pounds , so people think it's o k to dispitefully use me . SOOO. . . I want to find the monies to purchase a modest home so I can have something to offer to a woman who only sees a cripple. more later . . . .
Life is too short to : Be mad . . . You can get mad , just don't BE MAD
Be Jealous . . . . .
Or worry about what anyone thinks
There is a GOD . . . It's NOT me . . .The rest is none of my business . . . It's only when I get in His way and play God that He stops working things out His Way. He will never violate the one thing that is ours . . . The power to choose . . .Our free will . . . That is why surrendering our will to His is the key to God working in our lives and in our world. By the way I always had a problem with the word SURRENDER until I heard it meant " Giving in and going over to the WINNING side . "
Prayer doesn't change God He doesn't change . . It changes my attitude towards God
Surreender is the key . . . Faith is the reason we come to God " But without faith it is impossible to please him : for he that comes to God must {first} believe that he is , and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him ." Hebrews 11:6
May God Bless you and keep you in His perfect peace
I am now readying myself to completely put myself in GOD's care . . . I am selling all and moving out into the world I will go where ever He leads me . . . The Future is for the most part written ; our personal path is dependent on the choices we make in the PRESENT . . . Choose wisely , GOD is looking for those who desire to make His will thier choice . . . Submit yourself unto the Lord , resisy the devil and he will flee from you. . . Draw nigh to God and he will draw Nigh to you. . . . . . Humble yourself in the sight of the Lord, and he SHALL lift you up. james 4:7-10
